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Sunday, July 04, 2010

Okay I'm shifting! Will miss this blog, but Tumblr is much better!

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distracted
Friday, July 02, 2010

It's another gloomy rainy day, and time is ticking away...

Internet is such a major distraction, and somehow I really don't have the heart to focus wholly on my HRE notes. Could it be due to the weather? Such weather is just perfect for sleeping, and my morning was wasted doing that.

I'm quite excited to watch the last Twilight saga: Eclipse! .. But I just discovered it is not the last part yet, there is still "Breaking dawn". Which... er I better don't mention anything to avoid having spoiler and getting scolded.

Maybe I should just disconnect the internet in order to concentrate. Unless I plan to study thru' the night to tomorrow morning's test at 9am. But will be meeting the rest for McDonald's breakfast at 8 :)

Oh I almost forgot to mention about my new phone LG Cookie Fresh. Another impulsive buy, but it's really too cute to resist! Quite cheap as well, $178 w/o contract and free bluetooth headset! And also spent $39 to beautify it with Gmask, something which I had always wanted to do as well.

As I get older, I seems to realize life is really short, hence I try to be less hesitant and just do it. In the economics view point, people exist to consume in order to achieve the highest level of happiness (utility). My lecturer always like to joke that people work in order to go Orchard road, to shop and buy things = consumption of goods & services. Haha well true in a way. So don't waste your short life being unhappy, it's all about making yourself and those you care about, happy. All those troubles and worryings, will eventually sort itself out in time. Time will heal or let it fade...



I realize this is the only photo i have with Elsie with my new hairstyle, but without my fringe let down anyway. Not the first though, still got a few taken at the yacht club but haven't receive yet.

There is another thing which I wanted to do for a long time, which is to watch a spoof "Scary Movie". Channel 5 is showing later, at last I can watch.


out at sea
Sunday, June 20, 2010

I love to be at the seaside. Yesterday got the chance to go out to sea, thanks to my friend's invitation. Had the greatest time! Even though many parts of my body are aching now.

Tried sailing and banana boat. Didn't really relish the capsizing part, as our limbs hit one another which was how we got our bruises. Then it rained as we are going back to the jetty. So didn't get to try the other water sports. Also got a airbrush tattoo at last! Had always wanted one.





Kinda finished watching the drama 下一站,幸福. It's really a fantastic show, now one of my favourite dramas of all-time. Touching storyline, with a handsome lead guy. However I just tend to become abit emo after watching such drama, recalling the events from the show for awhile. Somemore the theme song is my fav emo song. That's not good for me, but I still can't resist continue watching, too captivating...


ARGHHH
Thursday, June 17, 2010

Just have to type this frustration down here in the midst of rushing my report.

I DON'T understand what is a group project for, why one completes all the sections in a report on his own??! The first time it happened, ended up half of the words are just copied over. WTH... he did not understand what we are doing or what we want, AT ALL.

Screw it.


Embarrassing!
Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Recalling the events that was only just yesterday morning, it was kinda drama-rama and really embarrassing!! Why didn't I just grab hold of the guy's arm instead of clinging onto his sling bag's strap and walking like a drunk, and I should have walked instead of being wheelchaired to the clinic... piangz.

Okay, i fainted in the public this time round. At the bustop outside my office, and only an indian guy who bothered to stop and helped me up (from the floor?) I really not sure what happened after i fainted, luckily I didn't hit my head much, only my left cheek bone feels abit bruised still.

Well I know I have dragged it long enough, I will go for the health screening checkup next month. I can't run away from the bloodsucking needles anymore, no matter how much I fear them.

The longer you procrastinate, and time is running out, the stress just triples. Sometimes I wish I don't have to think about facing the consequences, and can just do what i want.

It seems I have thought it to be easy. Really underestimated the requirements of my school work. Even an assigment seems to need in-depth research, and I thought just a few phrases would be enough. Now I don't think I'm cut out for it. To be a university graduate with my level? Maybe I'm just kidding myself.


interesting read
Thursday, June 10, 2010

I am doing my project now, but happen to come across something I thought I just write it here.

There's this book I borrowed for my project on Sustainability, but one of its chapters actually mentioned many times about shitting here and there, and even have "so fucking what?" in it. Hmm, interesting read, but don't think can use it for my project, haha.

I love (half) the songs in Jay's latest album! Especially 说了再见, but the other 2 hit songs of this album are great too.

Can't wait for iPhone 4...


Good news
Tuesday, June 08, 2010

As usual again, when I'm supposed to be doing my project, I'm doing other things instead... so difficult to focus on my project!

But I'm really excited about the upcoming iPhone 4, which has (almost)all the good things in it! Something I have waited for very long... surprisingly how patient I can be for certain stuff. And I'm going for the white one, next month. I can't wait, can't wait.

Pretty pleased about my results as well, for my first OTB individual assignment and (MCQ)test, scored a D(for distinction) and a HD respectively. Both have been really easy if you studied, so such results were quite expected. As for the MCQ test, there were only 4 in my class who got 14.5/15, and I'm one of them :) Of course, this first module might be the easiest, so I can't be complacent and must continue to study hard.


it's Sunday already.
Sunday, June 06, 2010

Just a quick post before I go bath.

Had a fun day at k-box and Scape's flea market with Elsie yesterday! Got 3 tops, 1 shorts, 1 necklace and 2 pair of earrings. We also bought the new limited edition Maybelline's Pulse Perfection mascara which vibrates, haha at Watsons but quite expensive at $30, or rather the most expensive within its brand. I'm a big fan of their mascaras, been using since my teenage years till now, love their Volume Express series. But this new one is super good, adds fibre and lengthens your lashes super long! Hmm apparently it's not limited edition in other countries, was wondering why they make it limited when it's so good?

Maybe it's been many years since I left school, but I'm really not that sure about the people issues while doing projects. Not sure if I'm right in responsing that way, or saying whatever I said... feel so uncertain.

And I'm so darn lazy!! Wanted to do my project whole day today, but I had to do other stuff like washing my makeup brushes, caps, new clothes, then entertaining relatives coming over, then feeling so lethargic had a nap, woke up no mood to start yet and played some games.. only a few hours left for the day. Haiz, okay lah at least still got 2 wks left before submission.



Oh, and Sunway Lagoon was fun too, KL's shopping malls are so big! 3 days not enough... My biggest blue-black is also healing well, should be gone in a few more days.



Over with law!
Thursday, May 27, 2010

Finally I'm done with the bridging module of Commercial Law... so happy that I hugged my bf and jumped around after the exam haha. The hardest is over... after this test I know I can deal with whatever comes, coz it won't be as siong as Law! 3 lessons and exam in 1 wk! Madness... and I only started studying at 8:30am yesterday all the way till almost 6pm to cram all that law nonsense in my head. So scared my mind would be a blank when I see the exam paper, but luckily I could recall most of the answers and they gave the main paper qns instead of the supp paper qns. Maybe the chicken essence helped some too haha.

However I can't be too happy yet... not much time to relax still! Now actually must do research for HRE project, then study for OTB test next Mon, and continue rush for OTB project due in 2 wks time! X.x

But just for now, i shall heckcare all these coz I'm going for holiday! A very well-deserved break at last.. out of this no. 1 most competitive country of 2010. Next Monday then continue worry all abt that...


Super hectic days
Sunday, May 23, 2010

Finally can relax for a little while... these few days have been super hectic. I dunno why and how could I have wasted a few hours doing dunno what, ended up rushing assignment through the nite and reading up the law notes till 2am+. And waking at 7+am for Saturday's class...

Was quite pissed off by this group member, because of the way she tried to arrange our first project meetup thru' smses. I really don't like people who don't reply to my questions and just ask me another question. Anyway it's dumb to be affected by her and ruin my mood, so I have cooled down after ranting. It's only the start of the project, hence I decided not to make things awkward for her. But don't piss me off further, I will not give face then.

There's also another one, whom I have kinda figured out to be those type who like to make use of people without being truly sincere. Need your help then contact you, take but don't give. It really doesn't pay to be nice. Anyway just for 3 months, I hope I don't see them again, though I'll probably meet these sort of people in other modules, in life.

Despite the above, there are still good things about school. So far I have 3 lecturers, and I really like 2 of them. Both are Indians (one is indian-chi), and they are really funny and intersting. A good lecturer is really important, it helps to enhance your level of understanding of the subject, and that's when you learn best. This is my first experience of looking forward to classes, and I truly enjoy the learning process from them. So different from my previous schooling, or could it be due to the different perspective and mentality I have now compared to my teenage days? I was even worried about dozing in class before I enrolled in this course, but no, I listen attentively especially in the HRE class, and I feel that understanding the topic is more important than keep scribbling down notes which some others do.

Overall, it is still very tiring in particularly this week. Just last nite, after discovering some parts of my assignment gone, I really almost break down and cry. So much stress and frustration in me. But I asked myself what good does it do to cry and throw tantrum? It's a waste of energy, and I already felt so drained. So I literally picked myself up again, and continued to type back what I could recall.

It will get better, I know. It's what I have chosen, and I know it's a right decision. And I really appreciate those who support me in more ways than one.


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No, I don't like houseflies, I hate them in fact, but that one in the pic is a mutant. I love cats, rather be just one and nua all day long, than be in this dying world.


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- get a airbrush tattoo
- Levi's crystalized jeans
- Gmask my gadget
- watch a spoof scary movie
- go for piano lessons
- visit Pulau Ubin
- indoor rollercoaster ride
- scuba diving
- DSLR

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