waiting for you n you to come online, but waited in vain again.

it is really so easy to give advices, but darn hard to follow advices.

Elsie, Melly, ZhongYing, you all are the few i'm really so thankful to have ever known =) I get what u all mean.. yes, it's no point dwelling in those unhappy stuff. I suppose it's just every human's flaw that we always want more and never satisfied with just what we have. I do know that those who have alot of frenz, may still feel lonely at times and might not have a true gd fren among them. In another way, although i don't get to see/chat with u often, u still always care and give advices when i'm down. A true fren is much better than many frenz!

although one can just blog abt anything as they like, mine has been plenty of negative and unhappy stuff all along. haha.. guess i won't like to read my blog if it 's ain't mine! ok, it's time to blog abt other stuff then... and to focus on other stuff in my life as well. Appreciate what i do have now.. pursue what i like...

eLsie why aren't u online?? still waiting for the fotoz taken tt day at her place.. had lotsa fun(while i ain't sleepy) and i miss Kon!!! lolz.. shall post the pics once i get it and maybe i shld learn to make foto collage too! ciao.

PS: ANTHEA are u reading my blog?? if u are leave a tag!! =p

on a last note..

don't think i didn't mention anything abt u means i'm not thinking abt u. These few days will be just a very short break away from each other, to think, about many things, NOT just eventually want to break up anot. There is only how much we both can take, and although it all happened unintentionally, it still happened too often, almost everyday for the past wk till now. We cannot continue this way.. It is BOTH our fault, not just u or me alone. We always thought love can conquer all, overcome all obstacles, but do we have the faith and will to let it be? for long, and not just a few days, or mths. Therefore let's give each other much-needed time.

i know you're thinking of me right now.

i love u, and that's for real and always, no matter what.