I'm a sinner.

Yes, i deserve all the scoldings and punishments.

Sure go hell, since i condemned myself.

I am really sorry - useless words.
Guess i did it at the wrong timing wrong way - too late damage done.

I know i made the decision and i chose it that way. No choice but to get on with life, so will you.

I never wanna hurt anyone so badly again. So may i never find any happiness.

Why didn't lightning strike me earlier? Perfect way to end it.