Thanks for the postcard!!! :D
Nice little surprise for me when I reached home after work today. Been missing u guys so much...

Click here click there and suddenly heard the song "Ocean size love"... really nostalgic. Surprisingly I can't find it anywhere in my iTunes or my comp. Weird. For a period of time I heard that song almost everyday, hearing it now again brings back much mixed emotions.

Lately been feeling quite emo too, whenever I turn in for the night, but can't fall asleep until much later. Every morning I put on a brave and positive front, but I sense myself becoming unhappy gradually..

"I know what I'm doing may be dumb
I know I should not be staring at the sun
But the thought of you leads me to temptation
It's the same whatever side you're on
Separated we are delicate and small
And the space between needs a retention

I see you right in front of me as close as you can get
And I pray that you won't leave this daydream yet

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

I don't have to worry anymore
If I really need you I'll go to the shore
And the thought of you there is my protection

I see it right in front of me
A vision in my head
And I know this is as real as a daydream gets

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

You make no sound but I can hear you in the wind
I can see this never ends
Like the sea
Like you for me"

Time pass by so fast, now is already July. It all seem so long ago...