Was trying out a new blogskin and saw my archive posts. So I went back to 2006...

.. down the memory lane, maybe I shouldn't have, for past is past. So many things I have already forgotten, as if they never happened. It did. But it doesn't matter anymore. Then...?

For example, there's this entry whereby I said something I shouldn't have and couldn't forgive myself for it. But I can't even recall what was it I'd said then.

I guess for me many things are easily forgotten, or let go. Perhaps that's why I don't seem to treat matters seriously nowadays, like what for being so persistent? Years, or months down the road I won't even remember about it. BUT please note I'm not talking about everything, of course certain issues I remember still.

So now you know I have a poor memory. Especially don't ask me to repeat what someone have spoken to me about, coz only bits and pieces of the conversation remain in my mind.

Back to the archive entries, it made me think back.. (although I think alot often anyway) about some things I feel like mentioning.

I used to be more expressive.. or open on my blog. Alot of entries about my feelings, and mostly regarding my love life. Now I reveal much less I guess. At least the amount of negative stuff has gone down too.

The word 'love' has became so rarely seen on my blog now. I don't really talk about it anymore. I wonder is it because I'm not longer that young thinking love is everything... all those nice words and phrases on love, they're like bubbles.

No matter how much you believe, how much you try, nothing is definite all the way. Coz there's no gurantee in life.

Oh, and I'm still halfway reading through those archives, when I read about something which made me shocked and embarassed. I really can't remember I ever did such a thing! Hahaha...

Trips to Sentosa are always memorable. Actually looking back is not such a bad idea, since the photos reminded me of the great times as well.

Alright, finished the trip down memory lane. Back to the present.

I wonder what's in store for me tomorrow :) Haven't celebrated V-day for 2yrs.