Today is just one of those days, when i feel so lousy about myself.
At least it started after i reached home, after I happened to flip thru' some papers and spotted a familiar face with a familiar name on an article. As I re-read it again, I wonder if I might be one of the few among them who's doing the worst, although frankly speaking is not that bad.
I may live a quiet simple life, but I'm pretty happy half the time. Of course I have the important ones and stuff, but who wouldn't wish they could have more?
It just hit me earlier, the position I'm currently in, the kind of life I'm living. I don't mean to complain because this is what I'd chose and I'm so-far-so-good, but I still have my times of confusion and loss about life.
Perhaps I just need awhile to sulk about it.
For other things, it's easy to tell myself to stop being so indecisive and make up my mind. I did, for quite a few matters. Tiny steps to self-improvement. But the future.. it's a big topic to chew on and think seriously.
And some people never even figure it out their entire life, and lived one step at a time.
This is my blog, I'm free to just write all these crap, to get it out of my system. Already feeling slightly better. Also thanks dear for your encouragement and words. Don't think that your words are not significant enough, they are, but I needed more. Needed time to sort out my thinkings and come to peace with myself. I know these kind of stuff only I can help myself. At least I got myself out of it, or soon.
Btw your new computer chair is pretty good and really worth it! Makes me think of getting one too, then I can adjust backwards, lean back and watch drama on my computer :D
So... look at these lovely beaches with clear turquoise waters!
At Redang ;)
I managed to find 1 picture (only so far) of Bintan with nice clear beach too.
Beautiful, but maybe don't look like these usually.. or it's at the most expensive Angsana area.
