Finally can relax for a little while... these few days have been super hectic. I dunno why and how could I have wasted a few hours doing dunno what, ended up rushing assignment through the nite and reading up the law notes till 2am+. And waking at 7+am for Saturday's class...

Was quite pissed off by this group member, because of the way she tried to arrange our first project meetup thru' smses. I really don't like people who don't reply to my questions and just ask me another question. Anyway it's dumb to be affected by her and ruin my mood, so I have cooled down after ranting. It's only the start of the project, hence I decided not to make things awkward for her. But don't piss me off further, I will not give face then.

There's also another one, whom I have kinda figured out to be those type who like to make use of people without being truly sincere. Need your help then contact you, take but don't give. It really doesn't pay to be nice. Anyway just for 3 months, I hope I don't see them again, though I'll probably meet these sort of people in other modules, in life.

Despite the above, there are still good things about school. So far I have 3 lecturers, and I really like 2 of them. Both are Indians (one is indian-chi), and they are really funny and intersting. A good lecturer is really important, it helps to enhance your level of understanding of the subject, and that's when you learn best. This is my first experience of looking forward to classes, and I truly enjoy the learning process from them. So different from my previous schooling, or could it be due to the different perspective and mentality I have now compared to my teenage days? I was even worried about dozing in class before I enrolled in this course, but no, I listen attentively especially in the HRE class, and I feel that understanding the topic is more important than keep scribbling down notes which some others do.

Overall, it is still very tiring in particularly this week. Just last nite, after discovering some parts of my assignment gone, I really almost break down and cry. So much stress and frustration in me. But I asked myself what good does it do to cry and throw tantrum? It's a waste of energy, and I already felt so drained. So I literally picked myself up again, and continued to type back what I could recall.

It will get better, I know. It's what I have chosen, and I know it's a right decision. And I really appreciate those who support me in more ways than one.